From a sermon On Pastors by Saint Augustine, bishop:
The river of God is brimming with water. You have provided their food, for this is your way of preparing them. There can be no doubt about the river referred to, for the prophet says: There is a river whose streams gladden the city of God; and in the gospel the Lord himself says: Streams of living water welling up to eternal life will flow from the heart of anyone who drinks the water I shall give him. He was speaking of the Holy Spirit, whom those who believed in him were to receive. The river of God is brimming with water; that is to say, we are inundated by the gifts of the Holy Spirit and from that fountain of life the river of God pours into us in full flood.
We also have food prepared for us. And who is this food? It is he in whom we are prepared for life with God, for by receiving his holy body we receive a place in the communion of his holy body. This is what is meant by the words of the psalm: You have provided their food, for this is your way of preparing them. For as well as refreshing us now, that food also prepares us for the life to come.
We who have been reborn through the sacrament of baptism experience intense joy when we feel within us the first stirrings of the Holy Spirit. We begin to have an insight into the mysteries of faith, we are able to prophesy and to speak with wisdom. We become steadfast in hope and receive the gift of healing. Demons are made subject to our authority. These gifts enter us like a gentle rain, and once having done so, little by little, they bring forth fruit in abundance.
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The River Whose Streams Gladden the City of God
Posted in My Journal with tags Baptism, christianity, Denominations, God, Holy Spirit, My Journal, Religion and Spirituality, sacrament, Spiritual gift on September 25, 2010 by JoannPreparing to Adore – All the While Adoring
Posted in My Journal with tags adoration, chapel, Eucharist, My Journal, Prayer, stained glass, Video on September 24, 2010 by JoannOur Lady of Solitude Chapel, Tonopah, AZ – a work in progress.
In Adoration Waiting
Posted in My Journal with tags adoration, Christ, Christian, Lamb of God, My Journal, Prayer, prose, Uncategorized on September 20, 2010 by JoannYou are before me, Bright Light.
The Darkness without shouts,
But I gaze heavenward.
My eyes rest upon You, Lamb of God
In Your rest upon the Altar of Your repose.
Having conquered all by Your Cross and sacrificial Death,
You spread Your mantle over the centuries
Till Your glorious Coming.
I see You enthroned on the altar
and offer You the throne and altar of my heart
Here You are enshined in my life, now hidden in Your’s.
The Darkness without lies and denies You,
But the Spirit within gives witness,
That dispels all blindness,
Preparing me to do battle in this stillness.
“Stand still and know the I Am God.”
By Joann Nelander
A Flower in the Sun
Posted in My Journal with tags flower, Garden, My Journal, poetry, Prayer, Soil, Uncategorized, water on September 19, 2010 by JoannMake me as a flower in sun and rain.
May I, as by nature,turn to follow You in Your course throughout my life.
Let Your holy, healing waters penetrate my being, as roots planted securely in Your Providential soil, drink of Your constant streams.
As it is Your nature to water and supply, may I by Rebirth, unfurl my gowns to Solomon’s delight.By Joann Nelander
Brother Sun, Sister Moon
Posted in My Journal with tags Assisi, Brother Sun, My Journal, Sister Moon, St. Francis on September 16, 2010 by JoannFrom a sermon by Blessed Isaac of Stella, abbot Christ Will Forgive No Sin Without the Church
Posted in My Journal with tags Catholic, Christian, forgiveness, My Journal on September 11, 2010 by JoannFrom a sermon by Blessed Isaac of Stella, abbot
Christ will forgive no sin without the Church
The prerogative of receiving the confession of sin and the power to forgive sin are two things that belong properly to God alone. We must confess our sins to him and look to him for forgiveness. Since only he has the power to forgive sins, it is to him that we must make our confession. But when the Almighty, the Most High, wedded a bride who was weak and of low estate, he made that maid-servant a queen. He took her from her place behind him, at his feet, and enthroned her at his side. She had been born from his side, and therefore he betrothed her to himself. And as all that belongs to the Father belongs also to the Son because by nature they are one, so also the bridegroom gave all he had to the bride and he shared in all that was hers. He made her one both with himself and with the Father. Praying for his bride, the Son said to the Father: I want them to be one with us, even as you and I are one.
And so the bridegroom is one with the Father and one with the bride. Whatever he found in his bride alien to her own nature he took from her and nailed to his cross when he bore her sins and destroyed them on the tree. He received from her and clothed himself in what was hers by nature and gave her what belonged to him as God. He destroyed what was diabolical, took to himself what was human, and conferred on her what was divine. So all that belonged to the bride was shared in by the bridegroom, and he who had done no wrong and on whose lips was found no deceit could say: Have pity on me, Lord, for I am weak. Thus, sharing as he did in the bride’s weakness, the bridegroom made his own her cries of distress, and gave his bride all that was his. Therefore, she too has the prerogative of receiving the confession of sin and the power to forgive sin, which is the reason for the command: Go, show yourself to the priest.
The Church is incapable of forgiving any sin without Christ, and Christ is unwilling to forgive any sin without the Church. The Church cannot forgive the sin of one who has not repented, who has not been touched by Christ; Christ will not forgive the sin of one who despises the Church. What God has joined together, man must not separate. This is a great mystery, but I understand it as referring to Christ and the Church.
Do not destroy the whole Christ by separating head from body, for Christ is not complete without the Church, nor is the Church complete without Christ. The whole and complete Christ is head and body. This is why he said: No one has ever ascended into heaven except the Son of Man whose home is in heaven. He is the only man who can forgive sin.
Magnificent and Magnanimous Mercy
Posted in My Journal with tags Catholicism, christianity, Denominations, flower, mercy, My Journal, Religion and Spirituality, Women's Orders on September 9, 2010 by JoannYou, O Lord, light my darkness with Your Presence. You are the kiss upon my brow, the oil upon my head, the arms of sweet embrace, the banner over my heart. You, all Love, bless this child of Your magnificent and magnanimous Mercy. Day by day, I find you all about me. Field and flower, light and darkness, wind and rain, fire and ice unite to sing your praise. Hosanna, Creator King!
Joann Nelander
Holy Hope
Posted in My Journal with tags cross, Faith, Holy Hope, love, My Journal, paradise, presence, Way on August 30, 2010 by JoannHoly Hope, I see before me the path of Jesus.
It trails into my future, while it’s clarity fades as it leaves this present moment.
I am like Bartimeus along this way.
I call out for my Savior.
At my plea angels hurry to my side with the balm to heal my blindness.
I see the Christ with me, before me, beside me, beneath me as hallowed ground, above me as Sun’s light and warmth.
In Hope I never walk alone.
Companions of my life, hand in hand,
Faith and Love abide with me.
My life follows in His steps to that place prepared for me.
Here on this Earth, I, too, know the Cross.
And in this Day, I, too, experience the Paradise of His Presence.Joann Nelander
Now You are Six. (via The Wonderwheel)
Posted in My Journal with tags Being Six, childhood, Mother Love, My Journal, parenting on August 29, 2010 by JoannI’d like another chance at being six but hopefully old age won’t be it. Here’s a mom’s view of the wonder of six and most of all her Lyle.
via The Wonderwheel
“I Came to Carmel to Save Souls and to Pray for Priests.” (via Carmelite Sisters’s Blog)
Posted in My Journal with tags carmelite, Litany of the Saints, My Journal, ordination, Prayer, priests, St. Therese on August 29, 2010 by JoannI posted this some time ago, but the Holy Spirit gives it the breath of eternity and Pentecost.
All You Have Given Me
Posted in My Journal, Spiritual with tags Catholic Church, Catholicism, christianity, cross, Denominations, Eucharist, My Journal, paradise, Poverty, Religion and Spirituality, Sacraments, Spiritual on August 24, 2010 by JoannI love You, Lord. You embrace me in our communion of Eucharist. I believe in Your love for the sinner. I am that sinner. You come to me. I am empty and poor, yet You make my poverty Your paradise. Here I bring to You all You have given me.
Behold Your streaming waters tumbling over my rocky ground. Your light penetrates my depths; the caverns of my heart yield their darkness to You, O Holy Sun! Sit here beside me in silence, as praise becomes an uncontainable river within me. Flow from my humble abode to water Your thirsting world without. Delight, O Lord, at the crashing thunder as majestic waves rise before You in a crescendo of thanksgiving, finally pounding down upon the shore of my unworthiness. They ebb and flow and gather strength as I remember Your Mercies. All You have given me, I give now with gratitude.
Eagles dance in the air above our heads, grasping as claws hold fast, spinning in wedded bliss; their flight a symbol of our holy love.
Joann Nelander
If All the World
Posted in My Journal with tags My Journal, petition, plea, Prayer, tears on August 24, 2010 by JoannIf all the world turn away from Christ, I pray I will still be there at His feet washing them with my tears, drying them with my hair.
My Heart Your Paradise
Posted in My Journal with tags Communion, eagles, embrace, Eucharist, love, mercies, My Journal, remember, sinner, symbol, wedded on August 24, 2010 by JoannMay my heart be Your paradise on earth, empty of self, save for You, Who are the wellspring of my very being, the great I Am Who Am. Cloth me in Your Heart and dream Holy dreams that create Your life in me. I am empty awaiting the waters of life to inundate my poor, longing soul. Speak peace Beloved. I gaze into Your Soul in its anguished Gethsemane. All ages await your healing Death on the Cross the Father laid upon your bosom in a bath of blood and tears. Fill Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow as with Mary”s “Fiat” her womb became Your world.
Life, precious ointment of Love, consume the death You find in me.
Sour To Sweet (via Franciscan Flowers)
Posted in My Journal with tags My Journal on August 9, 2010 by JoannWe’re all bound to suffer. Why waste it?
Screwtape Letters – Behind the Scenes
Posted in My Journal, Video with tags C.S.Lewis, demons, devil, hell, My Journal, preview, radio theatre, Screwtape Letters, Timeless Treasures, Video on May 30, 2010 by JoannNew Adam
Posted in Catholic, Christ, Christian, My Journal with tags Catholic, Christ, Christian, inspiration, Mary, My Journal, New Adam, paradise on May 30, 2010 by JoannI read these lines from the 33 Day of Total Consecration to Jesus by St. Louis Marie de Montfort:
Our Blessed Lady is the true terrestrial paradise of the New Adam, and the ancient paradise was but a figure of her. In this earthly paradise we have riches, beauties, rarities and inexplicable sweetness, which Jesus Christ, the New Adam has left here; it was in this paradise that He took His complacence for nine months, worked His wonders and displayed His riches with the magnificence of a God. It is in this earthly paradise that there is the true tree of life, which has borne Jesus Christ, the Fruit of Life, and the tree of knowledge of good and evil, which has given light unto the world. There are, in this divine place, trees planted by the hand of God, and watered by His Divine Unction, which have borne and daily bear fruit of divine taste. It is only the Holy Ghost, Who can make us know the hidden truth of these figures of material things. The Holy Ghost, by the mouth of the Fathers, also styles the Blessed Virgin the Eastern Gate, by which the High-Priest, Jesus Christ, enters the world, and leaves it. By it, He came the first time, He will come the second, by it.
They inspired these thoughts, though I haven’t touched on Mary yet:
Where on this Earth has Jesus passed that flowers failed to bloom?
What on Earth has Jesus passed that succumbed to Adam’s doom.
When on this sad Earth did Jesus pass and desert’s dust remain.
Only if our fallen wills prevail, can Jesus come in vain.When Jesus passed did flowers bloom and birds begin to sing?
When Jesus passed did children run to jump into his arms?
When Jesus passed did fallen men find strength to rise again?
When Jesus passed and left this world, once worst for Adam’s Sin,
Did Gates fling wide at Sin’s stemmed tide and Paradise begin again?Joann Nelander
Onesimus
Posted in My Journal with tags embrace, My Journal, prodigal, Useless on May 22, 2010 by JoannLord make this useless beggar useful.
Like the returning Prodigal
Nothing recommends me,
And everyone but You
Condemns me,
For my rags declare my misery.You see me
But You do not turn away.
You rush to my side,
And embrace the little one
Who wanders from Your side.I am to You
The lost and longed for
Child of Your Heart.
My provident possibility
Is all but destiny
Awaiting my “Amen”.You draw the bath Yourself.
You allow Your angels the joy
Of tending to my wounds.
They touch me in consolation
As they once ministered strength
To You in the garden,
For they beheld me then in Your Holy Agony.I am the child of Your sorrow
And Your glory.
Wash me and lovingly dress me
In Your robes of holiness and light.
You are creating me even now
While You gaze on me
For I am all “Yes”.Your kindness and Your gentleness
Convince me beyond doubt.
I yield to You my sinfulness.
Every moment in Your Presence is gracefilled.
I have but to stretch out my hand
That You might place Your ring on my finger,
Put forth my feet to see them shod for
The journey to Your house.I walk now in Your Kingdom,
For Your Presence makes light my steps
And sure the Way.
In Your embrace I find that I can dance merrily,
For the mysterious steps
Seem to come quite naturally
As long as I follow Your gentle persuasions.Dance on my Father,
My Friend, my King, my All.
In Your arms I have found myself.
I have become Onesimus.Joann Nelander
Love Take Me Captive
Posted in My Journal, Spiritual with tags Beloved, bride, captivity, espoused, innocence, Love Divine, My Journal, Spiritual on May 16, 2010 by Joann
O Captain of my heart
On Love’s Tree
You penetrate the Lie.
You, victorious in Death,
Descend, piercing the Earth
To ransom Adam’s seed.
Scale my stony ramparts;
Pull down vanity’s tower;
Besiege the Gates of Hell.
Trumpet Your holy rage.
As with thundering steed and burnished sword,
Capture and hold fast my soul.
Call “Beloved” Your desolate one;
Call “Espoused” she who mourns
Her innocence’s demise.
Circle me about with Promise.
Covenant me in Blood Sacrifice.
Ascend on high with wedded bride..
O, Love Divine, make me Thine!
by Joann Nelander











