The Prayer Prose and Poetry of Sr. La Donna Marie Pinkelman, OSF

Lord Jesus Crucified

O the Pain, O the Pain!  My God Your Pain…

How excruciating!

For love of me, For Love of all!

To forgive me, to forgive the world,

To embrace me, to embrace all who believe,

O, the Pain, my God, Your Pain.

With grateful heart, I thank and praise You.

Crucified, my God, crucified,

What do You ask of me?

Give me an open heart…willing and ready.

Crucified, my God, crucified

Draw me closer and closer.

Speak gently that I might hear.

Crucified, my God, crucified,

Lead me to love deeply.

And serve generously.

Crucified, my God, crucified,

Help me sit quietly, in stillness.

And contemplate Your great goodness.

Crucified, my God, crucified,

Unite me in suffering.

and intimately hold me to Yourself.

Crucified, my God, crucified,

Help me be Your joyful cross bearer.

and alleviate some of Your suffering.

God’s Response

You ask what I ask of you? It is this:

Stay close, in touch with My inspirations and beckoning calls. My

Heart is speaking to yours but often you are so busy with your own

agendas that I can’t get through.  Stay focused on Me and I will

Accomplish all.  Give time but take time for yourself  without feeling

Guilty as you often do.  Don’t you know I love you?

Let Go and Forgive

LET GO AND FORGIVE

THE MANY ROADS PAST.

LET GO AND FORGIVE

THOSE WHO WOUNDED AND SCARRED YOU.

LET GO AND FORGIVE

THE NEGATIVITY THAT OFTEN BLINDS YOU.

LET GO AND FORGIVE

YOURSELF, OFTEN FRAGILE AND TENSE.

LET GO AND FORGIVE

THE LACK OF ACCEPTANCE OF YOURSELF.

LET GO AND FORGIVE

THE MANY TROUBLED WATERS OF YOUR LIFE.

LET GO AND FORGIVE

YOUR STRUGGLE WITH INNER ANGER AND DEPRESSION

LET GO AND FORGIVE

YOUR FEARS AND OFTEN RESTLESS SPIRIT

LET GO AND FORGIVE

YOU’RE HOLDING ON TO HURT,

YOURS AND OTHERS HIGH EXPECTATIONS.

LET GO AND FORGIVE

THE CIRCUMSTANCES, THAT KEEP COMING BACK TO BLIND YOUR THINKING.

LET GO AND FORGIVE

SO MY FORGIVING HEART CAN BE YOURS.

LET GO AND FORGIVE

AS YOU HAVE BEAUTIFULLY BEGUN.

LET GO AND KEEP FORGIVING

MY NEW LIFE IS MY GIFT TO YOU.

LET GO AND DEEP FORGIVING’

I LOVE YOUR VULNERABILITY AND HONESTY.

LET GO AND DEEP FORGIVING

IT’S THE WAY TO MY HAPPINESS AND PEACE.   

Angel at My Side

ANGEL AT MY SIDE

BE EVER-NEAR, NOT FAR.

ANGEL AT MY SIDE

DRAW ME CLOSER AND CLOSER TO GOD.

ANGEL AT MY SIDE

LEAD ME IN MY WAITING AND UNKNOWN.

ANGEL AT MY SIDE

I NEED PEACE AND HUMBLE JOY.

ANGEL AT MY SIDE

HELP ME SEE GOD’S LOVE AND HEALING

ANGEL AT MY SIDE

BRING HAPPY LABOR TO MY LIVE.

ANGEL AT MY SIDE

INSPIRE AND GUIDE THIS GIVING HEART.

The Quiet Cave

The quiet cave of chapel

fills my heart with peace.

The quiet cave of chapel

allows my heart to pray.

The quiet cave of chapel

brings Christ’s heart to listen.

The quiet cave of chapel

challenges my heart to change and grow.

The quiet cave of chapel

draws my heart into intimacy with God.

Cave of My Heart the Chapel Be

Where my eyes are open to clearly see,

Where my ears are open to listen to Thee,

Where my mind and heart are calmed by the Triune Three,

Where peace and serenity are offered me,

Where the Divine Heart beckons me to agree,

Where  struggle and love come to be,

Where Holy Spirit sets me free,

Where Life to life comes to me,

Where praise and gratitude goes out to Thee,

Yes, cave of my heart the chapel be.

Risen Savior

Risen Savior, rise in me

With a joyful glee

That I might better see

How You have set me free

Risen Savior, rise in me

With heart renewed for Thee

With love and peace instilled by Thee

Tree of Live won without a fee.

Risen Savior, may I experience Your deep saving Love,

Your Peace, Your Spirit, Your Companionship,

Your Holy and Life-giving Presence.

Draw me ever closer to Your Heart,

Into the Light of Your transforming, healing Grace.

Savior’s Response:

    Peace, My Friend!  Joyful peace encircles you.  My risen life is deep within.  Claim it!  Live it!  Bask in it!  Life shines forth—My Life in you.  Give and receive.   Give as I give and have given.  Be free!  Be Free!  Peace, peace that I only can give.  You will deeply experience me when you least expect it.  Be open and ready.  For now surrender all.

Moonlit Call

In the darkening, moonlit sky

I sit, creature that I am

In quiet stillness and peace

My Lord summons me to prayer

And commune with Him.

What grace and privilege!

He’s lifting my spirits,

Quieting my heart,

Refreshing my being.

He’s seeking my company,

Humble and lowly that I am,

I’m in awe, my Lord!

My heart is leaping for joy,

Your Presence, Your Love

Encircles me, strengthens me.

My once restless heart is filled with love,

Is lifted up and enfolded in You.

All praise, honor and glory to You, my Love, my God.

This night is blessed beyond words

Small creature and friend that I am.

I bow my God, in surrender and thanksgiving.

Amen, amen, alleluia!

Joy And Sorrow

Just as one season moves into another, so are there like seasons in our life cycles.  There are times of joy and beauty and times of sorrow and suffering.  They sometimes go hand-in-hand.  They are companions on our journey.

We need to befriend them, not control them.  When we hold on to either or both, we stop growth. We stop God’s work in us.

Spring, summer, fall, winter–each has its beauty and difficulties; each has its dyings and risings.   We need to let God be God.  We need to depend on God’s strength in each phase of the journey. “Fear not.  I am always with you.”

In Stillness, Christ Speaks

In Stillness Christ Speaks:

Be Vigilant

Be Watchful

Be Ready

Be Focused

Be a light in darkness

Be alive in Me

Be eyes for the sightless

Be ears for the deaf

Be feet and hands for the needy

Be true to Me and yourself

Be wise and true

Be love for the loveless

Be in and for Me.

Insight

Poverty — poor, spirit restless,

This is me without the Lord.

Questioning — probing, lonely, un-free,

This is me fighting as I find the Lord.

Sad— depressed, running—escaping,

This is me rejecting me, rejecting the Lord.

Joy — contentment, serenity —peace,

This is me in accepting me, accepting the Lord.

Relating — dialoguing, conversing, loving,

This is the Lord and me together, Oh thanks!

Dying — rising, growth — healing,

This is me coming into wholeness, thanks Lord!

Keep Coming Lord

Keep coming Lord; keep coming.

You are my life source and energy.

Keep coming Lord; keep coming.

Touch my inmost being.  Set me free.

Keep coming Lord; keep coming.

I can do nothing without You.

Keep coming Lord; keep coming.

Walk with me.  Lead me.  Use me.

Keep coming Lord; keep coming.

Whatever You ask, I’m at Your service.

Keep coming Lord; keep coming.

Pick me up gently when I falter.

Keep coming Lord; keep coming.

My Companion, my Friend, my Love.

God of my life, keep coming.

Be near in my dyings and risings.

God of my life, keep coming.

to the lowly in me,  and the lowly around.

God of my life, keep coming.

You probe me and You know me.

All praise and glory to You.

Amen!

A Week’s Journey

Anxious, heavy-hearted, thirsting, yearning,

Expecting, wanting to be open, tired, uptight,

Fearful, yet hopeful, searching for a deep walk

With God, with myself.

Probing, getting in touch, drained,

Excited, amazed, awed, presence of the deepest kind,

Constantly with me, dialoguing, communing,

Unlocking, emptying, freeing, healing.

Body, mind, spirit, touching, embracing, loving and

Being loved, with inward amazement,

New life penetrating, releasing, accepting,

My God, You deeply entered my life,

Renewed and cleansed and gifted me.

With new eyes, body, and heart, I praise and glorify,

Thank and acknowledge You, my companion, friend, spouse;

My life’s energy and source,  continue to abide with me

As I journey with You; following Your lead,

Receiving Your healing, living Your life

As You send it to me in joy and in peace.

Adoration

As the water of Your grace flows through me,

May I give it to others.

As the water of Your grace flows through me,

I can better forgive and let go.

As the water of Your grace flows though me,

I can better look at my muckiness.

As the water of Your grace flows though me,

I am invited to wonder.

As the water of Your grace flows through me,

I am set free to love.

As the water of Your grace flows through me,

My heart is opened with an inner eye.

As the water of Your grace flows though me,

I am energized for Your people.

As the water of Your grace flows though me,

Your encircling presence heals me.

As the water of Your grace flows through me,I can lovingly praise and adore You.

Miracle of Miracles

Miracle of love, my God is.

He reaches down and touches every fiber of my being.

Miracle of life, my God is.

He bursts forth in me, re-energizing my life.

Miracle of peace, my God is.

He quiets my heart from restlessness and frenzy.

Miracle of hope, my God is.

He casts out fear, doubting, replacing a humble trust.

Miracle of friendship, my God is.

He offers intimacy, where loneliness once was.

Miracle of wholeness, my God is.

He transforms my brokenness into His strength.

Miracle of miracles, my God is.

May my gratitude and praise ring out to all I meet.

May my life shout forth His love and goodness,

Till I draw my dying breath.

Amen.

Behold the Man

Behold the Man for He deeply cares,

And reaches out His hand.

Grasp it!   He’s lifting you up.

Behold the Man.  Be not afraid.

He brings help, love and peace.

Cling to Him!  He’s your stronghold.

Behold the Man as He gazes into your eyes.

His gaze pierces and speaks only love.

Gaze back and receive His healing.

Behold the Man; sense and feel His suffering.

For it saved the world; saved you.

Receive the life it gained for you.

Behold the Man, all alone, rejected.

Only good did He bring, and they received Him not.

Accept Him and be not one of these.

Receive all that He has to give.

Behold the Man; His all forgiving heart.

He changed lives through it.

Let Him change our un-forgiveness to forgiveness.

Behold the Man.  Open your heart.

And only goodness and kindness will follow you.

Trust in Him.  He knows your willing, longing heart.

Behold the Man, His outstretched arms

In agonizing pain, feeling abandoned

Be consoled, you’re not alone.

Behold the Man, resigned, loved by His Father

Gave up His Spirit, so to bestow it on us.

Rise with Him and choose to walk in His Spirit.

Water Symphony

Wave hitting against the shore and sea wall

What music to the ear.

It flows gently, then picks up speed,

flowing, flopping, slapping,as it comes to water’s edge.

Sunlight twinkles, sparkles and bubbles in water and melodious Aves

As they sing their melody to all who will listen.

Its unique melody brings joy, peace and a dancing heart

To the relaxed bystander who sits quietly, listening.

Its Creator is praised and glorified

As the water symphony goes on and on

Doing what it is called to do.

Listen

Listen that you may have life.

Listen so you may have My peace.

Listen so that My joy will exude.

Listen.  Listen.  Listen.

Listen so I can speak to your heart.

Listen so I can bring healing.

Listen and your brokenness will shine.

Listen.  Listen.  Listen.

Listen so I can fill you with love.

Listen so I can  embrace and energize.

Listen and I can renew your life.

Listen.  Listen.  Listen.

To Gain Wisdom of Heart

To gain wisdom of heart:

    * is to gaze, consider,contemplate the light of our life – God.

    * is to give without counting the cost, to depend on the Beloved.

    * is to love deeply even the seemingly un-loveable.

    * is to lift the life of others in care and compassion.

    * is to be unassuming but aglow with the light of Spirit.

 is to let down our fear and defenses so that the touch of God can   free us.

Crying Out

I search and search and do not find.

I ask and ask and light doesn’t come.

I beg and beg to no avail.

I cry and cry deep within, and brokenness prevails.

I listen with delight and soon forget.

The cycle repeats itself and my love speaks again to my heart.

He gives me hope and unconditional love.

    “Stay close to Me and then see the marvels I have in store for you.”

    “Don’t lose heart. I am with you and true to My Word.  Keep looking forward and I will lead.”

Who My God Is

My confidence gets stronger each and every time He speaks.

When I waiver and fall, He’s there to call me back.

My love is my “Hound of Heaven” and healer of a heart broken and scared.

He’s my assurance in times of unrest and need.

He’s my source and reason in life and in giving life.

He’s my nudge and All in All.

He’s silent presence as well as active presence at other times.

He’s “I AM Who sent you,”  to be all that I can be.

My Love is Spirit alive and risen in my heart, despite continuing struggle outwardly.

My Love, where would I be without You?

Sunshine of Life

Sunshine of life:

– dependence on God to see you through.

– positive outlook,  in spite of everything.

– joyful spirit – spread joy.

– giving spirit – making others happy.

– grateful spirit – to God and others.

– forgiving spirit – reaching out to forgive.

– accepting spirit – self and others.

– loving spirit – spread love.

– welcoming spirit – putting others at ease.

– kindly,caring spirit – to one and all.

-’now’ spirit – living in the present.

– godly spirit – prayerful, God-centered.

Invitation to Go Deeper

Invitation to go deeper:

* It is in your aloneness, that I draw you to Myself.

* It is in your aloneness, that you keep coming to Me.

* It is in your aloneness, that you humble yourself.

* It is in your aloneness, that I become your All in All.

* It is in your aloneness, that you are ready and willing to share all with Me.

* It is in your aloneness, that I can speak to your heart.

* It is in your aloneness, that you are able to delight in Me as I delight in you.

* It is in your aloneness, that I can share the secrets of My heart for you and with you.

* It is in your aloneness, that I can fill and heal your aching heart.

So keep coming to Me and see healing, love, and joy open before you.

Weakness becomes blessing!

Love’s Response

Keeper of your heart:

“Be at peace, My healing is before you.”

Keeper of your heart:

“I love and cherish you, your simple, but deep faith in Me.

Keeper of Your Heart:

“I am very near and love you so.”

Keeper of Your heart:

“Listen, hear and see as I draw you inward and then outward.”

Keeper of your heart:

“Don’t fear my gift of prayer in you.

You are not out of balance.”

Keeper of your heart:

“Observe my working in you.  What surprises lie ahead.”

Good Shepherd Of My Soul

Lead and guide me.

Be my strength and courage.

May I always be Your voice.

Help me always speak the truth.

Illumine me with the Light of Your Spirit.

Give relief whenever hurt.

May I always rest in Your Holy Embrace.

I give myself in loving surrender.

Take over my Life dear Shepherd of my soul. Amen.

Glorious Tomb

Tomb closed, soon to be empty

Lord Jesus rest and let me rest in you.

Tomb closed, soon to be empty

Sacred Body, O what pain you went through for us.

Tomb closed, soon to be empty

Your death brought hope and new life.

Tomb closed, soon to be empty

I bow in thanksgiving for Your great and faithful love.

Tomb closed, soon to be empty

All creation awaits your Resurrection.

Tomb closed, soon to be empty

My love, my God, my all.

Find Christ in the Ordinary

Find Christ in the ordinary.

He is in us all the time.

He is always there with open arms.

He is always present, BE AWARE.

He is always walking and speaking through us if we let Him.

Find Christ in the ordinary

With your heart open

With your ears listening

With Your eyes aglow with the Spirit.

With Your legs ready to walk the extra mile.

Find Christ in the ordinary.

As you work

As you pray

As you speak

As you reach out.

Find Christ in the ordinary.

Be aware of His love and inspiration.

Be aware of Christ in others.

Be aware of the glowing Spirit within.

Be aware of His gentle voice calling out.

Find Christ in the ordinary.

He is there, praise His glorified body, his transforming Spirit.

Be transparent before Him.

Let go, surrender, trust His goodness and love, His promises.

God’s Power

With Your power flowing through me,

I am more spontaneous and free.

With Your power flowing through me,

I am more in harmony with life.

With Your power flowing through me,

Peace and love govern my being.

With your power flowing through me,

Your Spirit is my guiding light.

With Your power flowing through me,

Gives me more energy and strength.

Please increase Your power in me,

So I can, at all times, walk hand-in-hand with You.

I Am

I AM Who is calling you.

I AM here with a helping hand.

I AM your pride and joy.

I AM Who stills your heart.

I AM here to give you joy and peace.

I AM here to give you My Heart.

I AM here as your treasure.

I AM asking your surrender so I can work anew in you.

I AM Who wants the best for you, a healthier you.

I AM Who promises you new freedom, a new wholer sense of you.

I AM Who asks you to keep close and come close, to be bold for Me.

I AM Who calls you to love and willingly receive.

I AM Who encourages you to wait and listen and not lose hope.

I AM Who will show you My way for you.  Trust.  Trust. Follow.

I AM your clarity, your joyful spirit, your All-In-All.

I AM Who longs for your happiness in this life first and the hereafter.

I AM Who will send special others to help Me for you, to lighten your way.

I AM your spouse, your lover, your friend and constant companion.  Lean on Me.

I Am Who is carrying you, strengthening you.

I AM Who heals your broken heart from inside, out.

I AM Who forgives when you cannot.  Let Me.

I AM Who touches, heals with gentleness and compassion.

I AM One Who loves one back to life.

I AM doing that in you.  What surprises are ahead! Be expectant!  Be aware!

My Morning Offering

A cloudy, dreary morning outside but a heart alight, in awe and wonder of Your goodness and presence to me, O Lord.  My own inner cloudiness is being drawn up into Your Heart, aglow with the fire of Love.  You have opened the wells of mercy and forgiveness to me just like You poured down rain from the clouds above only moments ago.  My day began with great arthritic pain in my back.  I could hardly roll out of bed.  But You were there the moment I woke beckoning me to offer it to You and trust that You will strengthen me for the day.

You energized me as I began moving around and doing all I needed to do to get started on my day.  There was an inner joy, wonder and expectation for what you, my Lord, had in store for me today.  You have surprised me beyond my furthest dreams so far.  I stand in humble thanksgiving for your marvelous deeds, freely given with no strings attached.Your encircling presence has grasped me.  Flooding tears have begun a healing process in me and I know You are far from being finished with me.  Once more I surrender myself to You.  Do with me what You want for today.  Your love and goodness will uphold me.  This I know with a certainty that comes from You.  Take over my day on this Holy Thursday.  Teach me as only You can do.

Jesus Come to Me

Jesus come to me

* For I love You

* Lead me to Your light.

* Love me into life.

* Heal me for Your own.

* Search me and restore me.

* My temple within.

* Mend the broken.

* You are giver of all good gifts.

* Bless and renew me.

* Keep me ever close.

*For I love You deeply.

Self Giving

My life is in Your hands.

Keep me close in heart and mind.

My life is in Your hands.

Cast out my false fears that hold me bound.

Help me break out in freedom.

My life is in Your hands.

Keep me pliable as You work in me.

My life is in Your hands.

As I love You, show me how to love others,

Especially the difficult and challenging.

My life is in Your hands.

Lead me where You wish me to be.

My life is in your hands.

Transform my doubt into trust.

My life is in Your hands.

Strengthen my faith, enlarge my heart and spirit

To love with Your love.

My life is in Your hands.

Open wide my eyes and ears to You.

My life is in Your hands.

Bring a greater balance and wholeness

So I can attract other to You

And walk in greater happiness.

My life is in Your hands.

Give me the energy to do what is needed.

My life is in Your hands.

Help me let go in You, and know and trust

That You will lead me where you wish me to be.

My life is in Your hands.

I surrender to You my life with courage and hope.

Love’s response:

Yes, you are in My hands. I smile with joy on you as you humble yourself and your needs before Me.  Be at peace. Rejoice in gratitude.  I am so very near.  Just keep your heart opened wide.  Watch and be alert to my beckoning calls and leads.  Watch and pray. Trust and love.  You will see with deeper sight, hear with more clarity and know with assurance my mission for You.

Just For Today

Just for today is gift enough

Tomorrow will have its own concerns

All in God’s Hands, trust Him.

Just for today is gift enough

Enjoy the Working Moments

Take courage and complain not.

Just for today is gift enough

Thank God for His sustaining Breath

His all-loving Presence and Guide.

Just for today is gift enough

Your strength is the strength He give

Use it for His glory and love.

Just for today is gift enough

To move, to enjoy, to make the best

Of all that makes up the day.

Just for today is gift enough

Be patient, find me in stillness, in beauty

Surrender all-rough and heavy moments.

Just for today is gift enough

Look up and find me at your side

Loving you without end.

Broken, Mended, Loved

Broken, Mended, Love Broken, mended, loved,

Our lives are all three.

Can we accept the first two?

Some days, yes, some days, no.

Stay in the now and it is easier–

Easier even more, when Jesus is invited.

Loved: are we truly aware how much?

God’s all-embracing love is always present.

Ask this loving God, to help you be more aware,

– aware enough, to aid in the weak parts of us.

Broken, mended, loved, rejoice and be thankful.

Praises of God

Praises of God

* You are encircling Love.

* You are abiding strength

* You are the constant “Hound of Heaven”

* You are my Spouse, my Love.

* You are my All-in-All.

* You are my surrounding Presence.

* You are peace  for longing, agonizing hearts.

* You are the flower that perfumes our life.

* Your are the smile that brings acceptance.

* You are the most precious friend that we cannot do without.

Amen!  Amen!

My Lord, I Am Now In Your Hands

My life is in Your hands.

Keep me close in heart and mind.

My life is in Your hands.

Cast out my false fears that hold me bound.

Help me break out in freedom.

My life is in Your hands.

Keep me pliable as You work in me.

My life is in Your hands.

As I love You, show me how to love others,

Especially the difficult and challenging.

My life is in Your hands.

Lead me where You wish me to be.

My life is in your hands.

Transform my doubt into trust.

God’s Response:

Yes, you are in My hands. I smile with joy on you as you humble yourself and your needs before Me.  Be at peace. Rejoice in gratitude.  I am so very near.  Just keep your heart opened wide.  Watch and be alert to my beckoning calls and leads.  Watch and pray. Trust and love.  You will see with deeper sight, hear with more clarity and know with assurance my mission for You.

Living Water

Living water flow through me.

As I hunger and thirst for Thee.

Living water flow through me

In cloudy and sunny times.

Living water flow through me,

And out to others who long for Thee.

Living water flow through me.

Unblock the icy and frozen in me.

Living water flow through me,

Filling me with Your Spirit free.

Living water flow through me,

Show me the truth. Clear the way. Quench the lost in me to New Life.

Living water flow through me,

Energizing my very being, longing for Thee, and who I am before Thee.

My God I Am Now In Your Hands

* Do a new thing in me.

* May I be Your light to all.

* Set me free inside and out.

* May Your healing hands be mine.

* Bless me in loneliness, conflict and crisis.

* Remind me when I am getting too hard on myself.

* May Your Word, Your Love guide me.

* May Your peace and serenity go with me.

* Give me a loving, forgiving, compassionate heart.

* Touch and heal my body, mind and spirit.

* Bring me true friends.

* Be my All-in-All.

* Use me for Your People.

* I want to be Your beloved, no matter what the cost.

* May Your joy surround me.

* Help me walk without fear, and trust You with all my heart.

* Draw me into deeper union with You.

Amen.

Openness

Openness and new vision

The Indwelling Spirit provides.

Openness and new sense of direction

The Indwelling Spirit provides.

Openness and deepening of Spiritual Life

The Indwelling Spirit provides.

Openness and acceptance to whatever comes

The Indwelling Spirit provides.

Openness and reaching out

The Indwelling Spirit Provides.

Openness and a positive/uplifting spirit

The Indwelling Spirit provides.

Openness, awareness, communion

The Indwelling Spirit provides.

Openness, A light/shining spirit

The Indwelling Spirit provides.

Indwelling Spirit, enflesh my whole being with You. I belong to You.

Visit Me My Mother Mary

Visit me my Mother Mary

In a reunion of faith and love.

Visit me my Mother Mary

May my heart leap with joy

At the Divine/Human presence you carry.

What an Honor!

Visit me my Mother Mary

May the Sacred Presence you carry, fill my being.

Visit me my Mother Mary

With your spirit of awe and love

With your spirit of humble joy

In being blessed and chosen.

Visit me my Mother Mary

Help me realize my own blessedness.

Visit me my Mother Mary

Help me Carry Christ

In all I do, in all I say,

And in all that I am.

Visit me my Mother Mary

May my being be a Chalice holding Christ, my Beloved.

Visit me my Mother Mary

Walk with me, lead me

To always proclaim your Holy Son

And glow with the joy of the Spirit.

Patient Waiting

PATIENT WAITING I (CHRIST) ASK OF THEE.

Be in the moment, the future is not yours yet.

Keep heart open, ears alert.

Be positive in waiting, joyful in spirit.

Love your life as is, don’t wish for what is not.

Be ready and willing, whatever I send.

Reach out and upward, slow to judge, rich in kindness.

Be trusting, Be humble and gentle, I am working, I am preparing your heart afire to my loving will for you.

Be in humble prayer, letting go with a gazing focus on me.

I am in tune with your needs; your desires are known.

Be for Me and others, in your waiting struggle.

My life renews and heals broken lives, desiring spirits.

Be strong, be love, be healed. I am with you–O so close, so near.

Wait, wait upon me. I have something wonderful for you.

Be My GLISTENING DIAMOND, DIAMOND OF MY HEART.

Glistening light shine on you. Let it shine for all.

Be calm, be peace, be love in your waiting unknown.

Faint-hearted no more, only open-hearted with acceptance.

A Burning, Loving Heart

A burning, loving heart

With outstretched arms

Our welcoming God is.

A burning, loving heart

With outstretched arms

Calls, invites, sets free.

A burning, loving heart

With outstretched arms

Never abandons, always loves.

A burning, loving heart

With outstretched arms

Embraces one, embraces all.

A burning, loving heart

With outstretched arms

Walks and converses with loyal hearts.

A burning, loving heart

With outstretched arms

Is always there, is ever near.

O thank you, burning, loving heart!

Where would we be without You?

Centering God, I Am Yours

Centering God, I am Yours.

Lead me as You will.

Patient Waiting, Please instill.

Centering God, I am Yours.

Be my strength when discouraged.

Unbind and call me forth to encourage.

Centering God, I am Yours.

Present fears, please take.

With confidence, my life remake.

Centering God, I am Yours.

To You all glory, thanksgiving and praise.

With hands and heart I raise.

Hold Me In Your Love

Hold me in Your love

My Savior, My God

Lift me up when I fall

Ease my tears when I call

Hold me in Your love

When You seem hard to find

When my heart is blind

And You still remain so kind.

Hold me in Your love

My all compassionate One

When discouragement will come

When to fear and anxiety I succumb.

Hold me in Your love

O gracious Spirit Dove

Teach me patience from above

My hope and peace return, O Love.

Hold me in Your love

New life, please impart

Lack of confidence, please depart.

May new life soon start.

Hold me in Your love

May solid faith re-bless my life.

May love cast out strife.

May kindness overcome the knife.

Hold me in Your love

Surrendering to Your will,

Letting go so You can fill

Working in and for You, please fulfill.

In Stillness, Christ Invites

Be vigilant

Be watchful

Be ready

Be focused

Be a light in darkness

Be alive in Me

Be eyes for the sightless

Be ears for the deaf

Be feet and hands for the needy

Be true to Me and yourself

Be wise and true

Be love for the loveless

Be in and for Me, My longing friend

Love Creates

Love creates true humility and surrender.

Love creates an openness to be misunderstood.

Love creates a welcoming spirit of hospitality.

Love creates warmth, acceptance, and affirmation.

Love creates a positive, happy atmosphere.

Love creates a God-like presence and gentle spirit.

Love creates a supportive community of faith.

Love creates a deeper, intimate walk with God our Father.

Love creates heart-to-heart prayer and communion with Christ.

Love creates the Spirit afire in our life and entire being.

May our lives permeate this great gift of love.

Love Is The Answer

For rough and difficult times

For ungrateful and misunderstood times

For times of weakness and doubts

For reaching out to poor and helpless

For inner light and peace

For reaching the un-loveable

For growth and conversion

For truth and integrity

For deep friendship with God

For a forgiving heart

For bearing our crosses with Christ.

LOVE IS THE ANSWER!!!

Silently

Silently, silently I come

With thoughts and praises

With wisdom lines and paragraphs.

Silently, silently I come

Be open. Be alert. Be peaceful.

Be an open vessel. Receive.

Silently, silently I come

With courage and boldness

With heart opened to proclaim

Silently, silently I come

Cast your care on me, I will bless.

Through you I will speak.

Silently, silently I come

Your fear I remove

Your confidence I increase.

Silently, silently I come

My beloved, My friend, My love

I bless so you can bless.

Silently, silently I come

Enter deeply, I invite

What bliss I give.

Silently, silently I come

Live in and through Me

Walk in My Spirit’s Light.

Silently, silently I come

“All shall be well”

“All shall be well”

Jesus, breath of my life, I praise and thank You.

Prayer to Holy Spirit

Spirit of God rush through my veins, heart and life.

Please give me a surge of your electrifying energy

And joyful Spirit

I love You. I love You. Be ever-near.

Hover over me in the storms of life.

May Your Spirit overcome my strife.

May Divine Strength be my grace.

Divine Love on my forehead trace.

Hover over me Spirit Divine

Thy healing, encircle and enshrine

This weak spouse of Thine.

Hover over me, my God and my all

Our hearts be one, this I call

In surrendering love I give

Hand-in-hand, I desire to live.

Hover over me, flow through me

Penetrating, refreshing so I can be

A waterfall of love for Thee.

Hover over me SEVENFOLD GIFT

PENETRATING SPIRIT, be my lift.

When I fall in weakness,

Draw me up in meekness.

Hover over me DIVINE LIGHT,

Shine through me ever-bright

So all can experience a glimmer of Your sight.

The Potter’s Hands

The Potter’s Hands have been wounded for our good

They continue to shape us

With the blessed wounds of love.

In our love we give Him our trust.

The Potter’s Hands have been wounded for our good

They continue to shape us

If we let Him, in holy surrender.

Fear not in the shaping.

The Potter’s Hands have been wounded for our good

They continue to shape us

He forms us daily to be His

Through the formation of our being.

The Potter’s Hands have been wounded for our good

He continues to shape us.

In thanksgiving we say, “yes”

To our Beloved Potter and Friend.

O Holy Spirit, Pray Thee

O Holy Spirit, Love Divine

Animating Spirit, for Thee I pine.

Penetrating Spirit, all praise is Thine.

Encircling Spirit, in me shine.

Enfleshing Spirit, with me entwine.

Healing Spirit, Will You be mine?

Birthing Spirit, Birth within Your love divine.

Mysterious Energy

Mysterious energy, come fill me, release in me a new confidence and courage, an ability to write and speak Your deep love. Give me a forgiving heart at all times so I might praise and spread Your Good news.

May I be friendly, compassionate in relating with others. Gift me with an ever-deeper relationship with You, an ability to always speak the truth, to trust with undying love, to radiate Your Light and Peace.

O Mysterious Energy, encircle and encompass my life forever. May your healing, loving energy touch me into new life, so I might be that for others. Bless me with a joyful, positive attitude and be upbeat for all I relate and minister. Keep giving me physical and spiritual energy so I can be all You want me to be. COME MYSTERIOUS ENERGY, FILL ME AND ALL YOUR DEAR FRIENDS WITH HOLINESS, WISDOM AND PEACE. AMEN.

O Holy Trinity

O Holy Trinity, all praise to You

One in three, not fully grasping

Deeper faith I am asking.

O Holy Trinity, all praise to You

One in three encircle me

My center ever be.

O Holy Trinity, all praise to You

One in three, bless us all

And keep us from a fall.

O Holy Trinity, all praise to You

One in three, breath of love

Breathe in me from above.

O Holy Trinity, all praise to You

One in Three, our path enlighten

Our sparks of love brighten.

O Holy Trinity, all praise to You

One in three, Your love we share

With the Church and all who care.

O Holy Trinity, all praise to You

One in three, sanctify our being

So one day, YOU, we will be seeing.

Light in Darkness/Night Reflection

As the half-moon shines brightly outside,

I give You praise for the beauty.

As darkness fills the night,

My soul longs for a restful night in Your arms.

As light inside helps one see,

I ask that Your light shines brightly in me.

As light shines brightly in this room,

I thank and praise You for the great gift of You, my groom.

As Your light shines inward and outward,

I pray for this grace to be more apparent in me.

Infiltrate my whole being. Amen and amen.

Grasping Hands—A Deep Prayer

O God, You grasp my hand. Firmly I grasp Yours. In this loving, tender grasp, You give me strength and I receive Yours, not just for myself, but also reaching out to give Your hand to another. The circle keeps growing, drawing strength in unbroken love, Your Love. Healing and strength in Your hands brings a circle of peace and joy, lighting the faces of all in a beautiful symphony of praise and friendship.  O GRASPING HANDS!  WHAT A MIRACLE!

“My Love Story With God”

May my heart beat with Yours.

May my strength be Your Strength.

May my energy flow with Yours.

May my spirit be infused with Your Spirit.

May my pain be united with Your Pain.

May my activity center in Yours.

May my love be blessed with Your Love.

May my life be fashioned in Yours.

May my speech be graced with Your Speech.

May my being proclaim Your Being

Amen to my ALL-IN-ALL!

Climbing The Tree

I climb the tree to see Jesus, and find Him gazing straight through me, penetrating my life clear through.  He speaks to my heart as no one has before; speaks to me in my sadness, distractions, worries and concerns.   He eases my pain, my doubts and gives me a sense of direction; where now my anxious heart becomes a hopeful heart, a ready-heart, ready to give, to give what God is giving me to give, a heart more deeply in love with my Divine Shepherd.

Gaze of God

The Gaze of God pierces me through.

It opens my eyes as I gaze back.

It allows me to be vulnerable before Him,

For the gaze is full of love, helping to be free.

The Gaze of God pierces me through.

What a gift! His eyes are filled with love,

Speaking words of wisdom, words of welcomed encouragement,

And helps me know I am all right.

The Gaze of God pierces me through.

He makes me fearless in His presence,

Restful, peaceful, and loved.

I want to receive it and give it back in return.

The Gaze of God pierces me through.

He helps me look at myself with honesty and truth,

Or just enjoy His loving encounter.

Thank you, oh my Beloved, for gazing on me.

Prayerful Reflection / Heart of Jesus

Heart of Jesus

Lighten my path,

Teach me Love,

Compassion be my gift.

Heart of Jesus

Forgive this lonely soul,

Enkindle in me patience,

Enduring be my shield.

Heart of Jesus

Mercy and peace I seek.

Control my impatience.

Confidence, healing, I desire.

Heart of Jesus

My life, my love, my all

Keep me safe and kind.

Surrender, I give to you.

Heart of Jesus

My guide, my purpose in life,

Be my breath as I fumble.

Be my deep, deep longing.

Forever and ever I give You my life and weaknesses,

As I strive to humbly walk in your love,

Giving all I can, loving ever-deeper, united more intimately

With You my ever-gracious Spouse and Friend. Amen.

Carry Me

Carry me through this day

My heart and spirit pray.

Carry me through this day

Take all I am, I say.

Carry me through this day

Mold me in Your clay.

Carry me through this day

Bring joy in all that’s gray.

Carry me through this day

Bring lightness as You may.

Carry me through this day

O, my God and my all.

MY GOD’S ANSWER

“Here I am before you. I heard your cry and embrace and encircle your heart and spirit. Be my SHINING LIGHT to all you meet today. Carefree and light-heartedness will be my gift through these hours. Rise up and walk in freedom. I will be ever before you. A surprise awaits you, My dear friend.”

I humbly thank You Beloved of my heart and life. How do I deserve Your great love?!

Humble of Heart

“Jesus meek and humble of heart, make our heart like unto Thine.”

Help us be humble enough to ask help.

Help us be humble enough to admit our weaknesses.

Help us be humble enough to admit our strengths.

Help us be humble enough to love as You love.

Help us be humble enough to stand for truth.

Help us be humble enough to to speak Your Word.

Help us be humble enough to feel helpless.

Help us be humble enough to wait in silence.

Help us be humble enough to desire to be enfolded in Your arms.

Help us be humble enough to be still and let go in YOU.

Yes, dear God, fill our hearts, fill them to the brim, with Your humble love, unworthy as we are, yet ever-longing for You.

Watching Spirit, Keep Close—God’s Word

Watching spirit, keep close

Be alert and ready

May your walk be steady.

Watching spirit, Keep close

During night and day

Never cease to pray.

Watching spirit, keep close

Receive my light

May peace be your delight.

Watching spirit, keep close

Be Humble, meek and mild

Follow me as a loving child.

Watching spirit, keep close

BE ever near

Cling to me without fear.

Watching spirit, keep close

Let not your pains

Keep you in chains.

Watching spirit, keep close

Let discouragement be no more

MY SPIRIT will RESTORE.

Watching spirit, keep close

Surrender your life

Let go of your strife.

Watching spirit, keep close

Relax and see

My rest will enter deep.

Your “watching spirit” dear God, will stay near.

With Your help, I cannot fail

Your lead will keep me on trail.

Crossing the Water

CROSSING THE WATER WITH JESUS

Hand-in-hand, He envelops me

Hand-in-hand, clearly I see

Hand-in-hand, I gaze on Him

Hand-in-hand, deeply He speaks

Hand-in-hand, my heart leaps

CROSSING THE WATER WITH JESUS

Hand-in-hand, loving tears flow

Hand-in-hand, I’ve never felt so close

Hand-in-hand, my Love and I embrace

Hand-in-hand, my fears erase

Hand-in-hand, His touch heals.

CROSSING THE WATER WITH JESUS

What joy!

What healing!

What peace!

What love!

What depth!

Light of Christ

LIGHT OF CHRIST

–Shine through me in all I do and am.

–Light my busy, hectic path.

–Be ever-near, never far.

–Lead me into greater awareness of You.

–Illumine my heart to see Your face in all that makes up my life.

–Aglow with Your love, may I ever be.

–Clouds of darkness lead into deeper life.

–Sunlit skies brighten our life with joy.

–Shining hearts lighten weary lives.

–Breathe through us Your Spirit’s breath.

–Impregnate all that we are and hope to be.

Mother, My Mother

Mother, my Mother

Be ever near

Be my light in darkness

Be my friend when I am lonely

Be my guide to your Holy Son.

Mother, my Mother

Reach out and touch my pain

Reach out and suffer with me

Reach out and calm my spirit

Reach out and help me be holy.

Mother, my Mother

Draw me closer and closer

Draw me into contemplation

Draw into deeper wisdom and truth.

Draw me, Draw me to your Son.

Mother, my Mother

Keep me close to God’s Spirit

Keep me hidden under your mantle

Keep me attuned to God’s voice

Keep me aware of my need for God.

Mother, my Mother

May my heart be more trusting

May my heart be more loving

May my heart be God’s mouthpiece

May my heart be an open channel for God.

Mother, my Mother

Lead me to others needs

Lead me when fear takes hold

Lead me to be more accepting

Lead me to be sensitive to others.

MARY QUEEN

Mary Queen, cover me

With the Mantle of your grace,

With the deep gift of your Son,

With a lively and loving spirit,

With your patient endurance,

With your humility and love,

With your serenity and peace.

Mary Queen, cover me

In acceptance and surrender,

In Motherly Love,

In my growing and deep desires,

In my questioning and longing,

In Your Son’s embrace,

In wanting only His light.

Mary Queen, cover me

As I strive to love and serve,

As I struggle to bring peace,

As I desire to be positive,

As I suffer for your Son,

As I await God’s healing,

As I encounter resistance.

Yes, Mary my Queen, help me love with your love, serve with your joy, to live life to the fullest, experience your Son’s ever-embracing presence, walk in His light and freedom, and be a positive, loving influence for your Son.

Please cover me with your mantle and keep me close in love and grace. Intercede that I may be a worthy and loving spouse and spiritual leader for your Son.

Amen.

Rose of Beauty, Rose of Pain—Morning Prayer

Rose of Beauty, Rose of Pain

May You be my price o gain

I implore Your Love to impart

Never ever from me depart.

Rose of Beauty, Rose of Pain

May You my heart inflame

With love from above

Send your Spirit Dove.

Rose of Beauty, Rose of Pain

Replace fear, with hope entertain

In Your Presence, let me stay

To behold Your Face as I pray.

Rose of Beauty, Rose of Pain

Come to me, O Bread from grain

Nourish this Your weak child

May I become gentle and mild.

Rose of Beauty, Rose of Pain

False judgment, may I refrain

Instead, walking in love for others

Serving my sisters and brothers.

Rose of Beauty, Rose of Pain

Take my pain and deep hurt that drain

Surrendering it, my being and all

To You I cry out and call.

Rose of Beauty, Rose of Pain

May You my being train

So my life in You will shine

With love and humility, be Thine.

Rose of Beauty, Rose of Pain—Draw me closer and closer to Your Heart, so I will desire Only You, Live for You, Endure for You, Serve for You, Love in and for You. My life, my all, I am Yours. Your humble, lowly spouse bows in adoration before You. Walk with me, Talk with me this day. Amen.

Jesus Christ, My King

Jesus Christ, my King

To Thee I raise my voice to sing

All praise and glory do I bring

All evil ways from me fling.

Jesus Christ, my King

My life to you I give

With peace and love, may I live

In gratitude to You I sing.

Jesus Christ, my King

Fear and doubt erase

On my heart, Your love trace

With openness, I desire Your grace.

Jesus Christ, my King

Create in me a new spring

That I might birth You anew

With each morning dew.

Flower of God’s Love

Flower of God’s Love, penetrate our whole being

So in Your Presence we may dwell.

Flower of God’s Love, Trinity in one

Filter and sift away all that keeps our focus from You.

Flower of God’s Love, one in three

Enter our hearts anew, healing us, drawing us to You.

Flower of God’s Love, Light Divine

Shed Your brilliance to Your Holy Church in need.

Flower of God’s Love, come touch Your weak friends

With Your Indwelling, Strengthening Presence.

Yes, Flower of God’s Love, Holy Triune God, all glory and praise is Your due.

Thanksgiving fills our desiring hearts, who long for wholeness and communion with You.

We feel blessed in You, our God and all.

The Gift of Pausing

Pausing gives you new eyes

It refreshes your spirit.

It is where heart can meet HEART

Where thoughts and words seize.

Where speechless words take over

Where lover meets LOVER.

Where God stoops down and impregnates His beloved

Where He offers his companionship and strength and invites surrender.

Where new life begins its journey

Where transformation takes over.

PAUSE, RECEIVE YOUR GOD

ACCEPT HIS PRICELESS GIFT.

Come to the Vineyard and Live

I want to meet you there

I want to share my plan for you

I want to converse with you heart to HEART

I want to ease your pain

I want to heal you so you can heal

I want to hold and enfold you with my light

I want to radiate love in your spirit

I want to renew your hope

I want to instill courage and confidence.

Come to the vineyard and live

Receive my many gifts

Receive conversion of heart

Receive my Spirit of Love

Receive my gentleness

Receive my assurance

Receive my clarity for life

Receive my inner vision

Receive my wisdom and understanding

Receive my peace and serenity.

Come to the vineyard and live

Take up my Cross and follow me

Take my hand and let me lead

Take your pain and unite it with mine

Take advice and do not fight it

Take what I give and be grateful

Take praise and accept it

Take what I am preparing humbly

Take my surprises and rejoice

Take my light and run with it.

Yes, come to the vineyard and receive me with open arms.

Let me penetrate your life. I long to be with you—to love you and renew you, to use you where I will. You are precious to me. My strength covers you. Be not afraid! I will speak through you, heal through you, love through you. Let me do this for you.

Drop your unhealthy controls and be free, be forgiven and forgive. I am with you to help you. With me you can do and be far more than you can imagine. Go my love and be at peace.

Gracious Father

Gracious Father of hope

Breathe in me Your Holy Breath.

-Your strengthening energy

-Your loving gift to cope

-Your patient waiting

-Your will to be known

-Your love to spread

-Your Spirit to light the way

-Your indwelling Presence

-Your encompassing love.

Gracious Father of Hope

Breathe in me Your Holy Breath

Your Spirit’s Holy Breath.

-To relax and unbind

-To set free and surrender

-To deepen a relationship with You

-To always speak in Your Name

-To love with Your love

-To hear with your ears

-To see with Your eyes.

Gracious Father of forgiveness

Breathe in me Your Holy Breath.

-To forgive with Your forgiveness

-To reach out with Your Touch

-To heal with Your healing

-To behold Your belovedness

-To follow Your beckoning calls

-To go where You lead

-To embrace Your Holy Will

-To be drawn deeper into Your Heart.

Accept and Surrender / A Humble Prayer

Help me accept and surrender

-The NOW of my life

-The Unknown of my life

-The Agitations of my life

-The Loneliness of my life

-The Questioning in my life

Help me accept and surrender

-So Your peace and love will be known

-So Your Wisdom and understanding can permeate

-So my heart can be cleansed

-So silence will allow me to hear you

-So doubts can be eased and replaced

-So new life will be experienced

-So Your Heart will encircle me

Help me accept and surrender

-My inclination to discouragement

-My feelings of lack of acceptance

-My sometime poor self-image

-My health problems and stresses

-My longing heart to improve

-My whole being into Your Hands

-My acceptance of what is

Help me accept and surrender

-To trust in Your goodness and love, Your faithfulness

-To stay close to You in good and difficult times

-To Know with greater assurance your healing touch

-To be all I can for You and rejoice in doing so

-To rely on Your constant presence and freedom of heart

-To be ever-grateful for Your relationship and Your communication with me, as You draw me slowly into deeper intimacy.

A Prayer

Spirit of God rush through my veins, heart and life. Please give me surge of your electrifying energy and joyful spirit. I Love You. I Love You. Be ever near.

Hover over me in the storms of life.

May Your Spirit overcome my strife.

May Divine Strength be my grace.

May Divine Love, my forehead trace.

Hover over me Spirit Divine

Thy healing, encircle and enshrine

This weak spouse of Thine.

Hover over me my God and my all

Our hearts be one, this I call

In surrendering love, I plead

So hand-in-hand I can ever be.

Hover over me, flow through me

Penetrating, refreshing so I can be

A waterfall of love for Thee.

Hover over me sevenfold gift

A penetrating spirit, be my lift

When I fall in weakness

Draw me up in meekness.

Wounded Heart of Jesus

Wounded Heart of Jesus

-Lift me up

-Hold me close

-Heal my heart

-Lead me to Your Heart

-May I be truly open

-With eyes aglow

-To gaze and focus

-On what is above

-Letting go in love

-To You my Savior

-My friend my spouse

-All praise and glory.

Wounded Heart of Jesus

-Suffering Servant

-Obedient to the Father

-Heart surrendered

-To pain, false accusations

-Wounded for our sins

-Saving Grace for many

-Lover of all lovers

-Accepting one and all

-Forgiving of crucifiers

-Healing of brokenness

-Giving Your Mother

-Bringing hope in rising.

Wounded Heart of Jesus, may I walk closely hand-in-hand with You my heart’s desire, my longing, my strength. All glory, honor, and praise be Yours.

Gazing Jesus: Prayer of the Heart

Gazing Jesus, look deeply in my heart, mind and spirit

Break open wide what’s blocking me.

Gazing Jesus, hear my cry, my longing, my desire, my need to let go and be free.

Gazing Jesus, help me walk on the “waters” of life

At the crossroads at this time.

Gazing Jesus, let me know and feel (as You will),

Your love and healing presence. Let it shine in me.

Gazing Jesus, look into my longing eyes and questioning spirit.

Give answers to this Your doubting child.

Gazing Jesus, fill me with peacefulness and renewed hope and clarity,

So I may be meek and mild. I put my true self in Your loving arms.

HOLD ME CLOSE O GAZING JESUS

Come

Come light of my life

Bring me out strife.

Come Spirit from above

Fill my heart and life with love.

Come my source and guide

Lead my weakened stride.

Come O Wisdom Divine

Bless this heart of mine.

Come Jesus humble and meek

Gift me I longingly seek.

Come Jesus, friend of the poor

Lift their neediness, I implore.

Anchor Me

Anchor me, O God Of Life

In Your flowing, soothing water

Lead, lead me out of strife

As I cling to You, O my Father.

Anchor me, O God of love

In the cool breeze of noonday

Refresh me O Spirit Dove

Set a fire of courage, I pray.

Anchor me, O God of stillness

Set me free of discouragement

That I may know Your wholeness

So others, in You, will know encouragement.

Anchor me, O God of beaming light

Reflected in water vast and wide

Stilling hearts crying for Your sight

From worldly cares on every side.

Anchor me, O Image Divine

Enfleshed in every human heart

Aware and longing, I pine

Love fulfilling and renewing, please impart.

Anchor me, O Spouse and Lover

Impregnate me with brand new hope and love

I am Yours. I surrender. Amen

Come All Who Mourn

My loved one, I know what you are going through.

My Heart reaches out to you in this tragic time.

Take My Hand, I will walk with you in your deep grief.

You and your family are ridden with emptiness and great sadness.

Know I am with you at every second and minute to grace you and lift the heavy burden.

Let My Faith in you be your constant strength.

Take all the time you need to grieve.  Don’t try to rush through it.

PEACE, PEACE, I GIVE YOU.

Graced

We are all graced in Christ

A New Year to be more aware

Of this gracious gift.

Our path and journey this coming year,

Can become more calm and peaceful

By inviting Christ to walk with us

Day-to-day in good and rough times.

Jesus, please help us, your children

Be more and more aware

Of your companionship and grace.

Keep us safe in YOUR loving embrace.

Birthing Christ

By living in His love

By a joy-filled heart

By openness to all

By goodness and gentleness

By reaching out joyfully

By prayerful and Christ-like life

By believing in the encircling presence of God

By a surrendering spirit in all that happens

By falling more and more in love with Christ

By dedicated service and a willing heart

By receiving Christ in each person you meet

By sharing God’s Spirit in you to others

By acknowledging God’s gifts with gratitude

By being truly open to the “open doors” offered.

Mary, Joseph

It is hard to imagine what excitement there must have been for Mary and Joseph before Jesus was born. To realize they were the ones chosen to bear and care for the tremendous GIFT of God coming to earth–the Prince of Peace, God With Us.

“God With Us”, help us to prepare our hearts to receive YOU in a much deeper way, this Christmas. As YOU gift our hearts, may we in turn, gift others. Birth anew our lives with YOUR great love in coming to earth. We, YOUR weak children, lift up, with great rejoicing, our open hearts, to receive YOU as Mary and Joseph, so amazingly did.

As Morning Dawns

As morning dawns, Love is born,

Light is illumined,

Loyal seeking hearts believe,

Angels announce and sing glory,

Shepherds come and adore,

Bethlehem Star glows,

Kings follow and offer gifts.

As morning dawns

All earth comes alive,

Especially the believing earth.

Fear turns into joy,

An Infant Child brings awe and peace,

The brightness of night evokes wonder,

Humble hearts know and understand,

Holy Mary and St. Joseph adore

In awe and amazement.

Tiny Snowflakes

Tiny Snowflakes, all so different, like us,

Accepting our differences, with the grace of trust,

Surrendering our feelings as we meet and greet.

Tiny snowflakes, accumulate in our heart

So we can better appreciate what YOU impart,

To reveal YOUR Goodness, this weekday start.

Tiny snowflakes, what beauty YOU share,

With YOUR weak sinners, who want to care.

Our weakness YOU came to lift and bear.

Tiny Snowflakes, Keep reminding us,

Of the Beauty and Humility of our Great God

In each and everyone, as we prepare for YOUR birth.

Incarnation

Christ, my Beloved, how self-giving You are.

Coming to earth as a Babe, announced by a star–

Announced by angels to shepherds and kings from afar.

No fancy home, but a humble stable

Holds Your Infant Body as a cradle.

Mother Mary and St. Joseph adore in awe.

Christ, my Beloved, what great Love are You,

To desire to come to earth to show us the way.

May we open our hearts to You in self-giving.

Advent Heart

Anticipation of Christmas, yes, but more—

Readiness for God’s Greatest Light to adore.

Adore as an Infant, born in a manger, poor

But what comes before the “LIGHT” DOWN TO EARTH?

The hustle and bustle all around,

The frenzy-going here and there.

Shopping, gift-buying, wrapping, and decorating,

All a part of this joyful season,

But remember the spiritual time as we prepare.

Do we take time in its midst

To prepare, yes, to prepare for our “GUEST”?

Let’s prepare for birthing Christ anew.

To birth Christ in our hearts and lives,

Brings the greatest joy at Christmas,

For family, friends, community, and neighborhood.

Come Jesus, Come My All

Come into my heart, guest of my soul.

Come enflesh, enflesh my being.

Come lead me, lead me into union, union with You.

Come speak to my heart, Loving Friend.

Come use me, use me to bring You to others.

Come bring peace, peace to broken lives.

COME STAR OF DAVID, Star of all.

Come MARANATHA, come Lord Jesus.

Come help of the poor, help of the ill and dying.

Come help of the old and lonely, those who have no hope.

Come compassionate God, come anew in the hearts of mankind.

Come bless my family, all families.

Come help families model after Your Holy Family.

Come with Your gifts of deeper love, filling our longing hearts.

Amen.

Colored Glasses

Dear God, we often find ourselves looking at life through colored glasses. This blocks clear vision and gives a false outlook on all circumstances around us. We ask why and no answer comes. In these times, may we humble ourselves and come to You in prayer and reflection. Help us, through prayer, to discard the colored glasses to see more clearly the lead You are placing before us. Give us insight to see and feel Your helping hand and trust Your care and strength for us, no matter what may be happening in and around us. It is so easy sometimes to grab for the colored glasses and not take the effort to look beyond and call on our loving God to enter into the struggle and confusion with us and together work things through. We need not be in control, having God at our side, nothing is impossible.

MAY THIS BE OUR POWER.

AMEN.

Healing, Gazing Eyes

Have you ever looked at the eyes of Christ,

With longing in your heart?

With desires secretly known to Him alone?

With a wonder and awe in His Presence—

Gazing, considering, contemplating?

“WHAT IS IT MY FRIEND,” you might hear?

“TELL ME, I ALREADY KNOW!

DON’T BE AFRAID TO SPEAK YOUR NEED OR DESIRE.

IT’S HEALING TO EXPRESS WHAT IS DEEP IN YOUR HEART.

ACKNOWLEDGE ALL TO ME WHO LOVES YOU DEARLY”

“CONTINUE TO HUMBLY GAZE AND TELL ME EVERYTHING.

I WILL HEAL AND ANSWER WHAT IS BEST FOR YOU.

SOMEHOW YOU WILL HEAR AND KNOW I ANSWERED YOUR HEART’S DESIRE.

IT MAY EVEN BE BETTER THAN YOU IMAGINED.

MY HEART’S DESIRE IS ONLY TO HEAL, LOVE AND DRAW YOU INWARD, BELOVED.”

Choose To Proclaim

Choose, choose, choose, and proclaim.

Proclaim Christ in thought, word and deed.

He leads one to live each day in His LOVE.

What a difference it makes in attitude and action.

Surprises accompany loving hearts.

Choose, choose, choose, and proclaim.

Proclaim with wisdom and actions,

to a hungry world in need of kind hearts.

Working with Christ at the center,

shines further then we may realize.

Choose, choose, choose, and proclaim.

Proclaim Christ’s Goodness to you

by greeting all, with LOVE HIMSELF.

Looking beyond the looks, to the deeper person,

who desires our care and God’s love in us.

Choose, choose, choose, and proclaim.

Seek His love and deeper companionship,

as you pray and simply bring Christ life

to a hungry friend, family, and neighborhood.

He rewards our choice for Him, our desire to be used by Him in a closer walk and outreach.

Long-Suffering Rewarded

Father, bless those who have suffered so,

Those who have fought the good fight,

Those who have done everything possible

To get well, but disease took all strength.

When letting go completely in YOU,

YOU gave them their reward.

So, in sadness, we let go and give them back to YOU,

Where they can rejoice with YOU forever.

We celebrate their love and life,

As we remember the joy and care,

Their outstretched, open hands in sharing,

Their faithfulness, their willingness in using the gifts and

Talent graciously given them,

To lighten the hearts of so many

To appreciate God’s beauty everywhere.

Thank YOU Lord for gifting our lives with them.

Storms–Mild, Violent

Life is full of storms/struggles

How we deal with them

Springs forth wellness or ill-health.

The attitude, calling on God for strength,

Brings forth growth and healing—

Healing inwardly and or outwardly.

Life is full of storms/struggles

Mild storms, are the little frustrations,

Disappointments, irritations of life.

To us they may seem great at times.

Take courage, Our Lord is right there to help.

Call on Him, He suffers with us.

Life is full of storms/struggles

Violent storms can be ours.

We feel we cannot handle them.

Alone, no, but with God all is possible.

Come together with Him, with others to support,

Life’s storms cannot be handled alone.

Life is full of storms/struggles

No matter what kind of storm endured,

Gratitude to our loving God makes all new.

Prayer is the healing medicine;

Uniting all to our suffering FRIEND, Jesus,

Who touches our inner most being with peace.

With God

All is possible with God’s strength and light.

It takes fear away with God in sight.

In darkness, Centering God makes the tunnel bright.

His faithfulness, pours forth insight.

All is possible with God’s strength and love.

Embrace His help and He will carry you,

Through thick and thin and lift your spirit above,

And make your burden lighter, too.

All is possible with God’s strength and peace.

Trust His goodness and peace will fill,

And a stronger spirit He will instill.

Yes, friend, I encircle you with calming peace.

Grateful Resignation

Come to me with a heart full of gratitude.

The struggles and disappointments of life

Are a means of growth and strength.

Your journey to Me are mingled with sorrow and joy,

As My life was while on earth.

They can be a means of greater union with Me,

When offered willingly to Me.

Friend, hold your head high, I have chosen you

To follow Me in the midst of pain.

Keep close and beauty will lighten your path,

Will bless your journey in strength of character,

In surprising gifts and grateful heart.

Come to Me with a heart full of gratitude.

Share your gifts however you can.

Attribute all to My faithful care for you.

Patiently hold on when thing don’t go your way,

When tired and feeling down, call on my help.

My light and Spirit will renew you spirit.

Never give up, never give in, keep pushing onward.

Follow My inspirations as you consciously live in My Presence.

When you forget, My reminder will be there.

Remember, remember, I walk with you.

You will see miracles of life surround you.

Franciscan Delight

To be Franciscan is such a delight.

This life’s charism fills one with light.

Peace foreshadows a healthy interior life.

Following God’s Love through struggle and strife.

To be Franciscan is such a delight.

This life’s charism leads one to insight.

Poverty of Spirit helps one to be humble.

Humble of heart helps one when you stumble.

To be Franciscan is such a delight

As you call on Christ to keep you from fright.

Surrendering in prayer your heart’s desire

To the Source of life who can inspire.

To be Franciscan is such a delight

Spirit-filled Christ-life enables one to stay in

His light.

Reaching out to the needy lets His Light shine

Causing joy and love to intertwine.

To be Franciscan is such a delight.

Living the Franciscan Way keeps my heart abreast

To a Christ-center with eyes on the “Guest”

Who freely gives me new life and light.

All praise and Thanksgiving to my God and my all.

Heart To Heart

O my loving Heart, how I long for You!

Long to hear the beat of Your Heart,

Indwelling within and all around me.

O my loving Heart, how I long for You!

Life-giving Spirit enfold me in Your Loving Embrace

That I might truly sense and feel Your Holy Presence.

O my loving Heart, how I long for You!

Weak and broken, I cling to You

For strength and courage and a happy heart.

O my loving Heart, how I long for You!

May I grow more holy and in love,

So our hearts may beat as one–Heart to Heart.

Francis Unfolding For God

Converted Francis desired to live consciously-

Consciously in God’s Presence,

Consciously in the spirit of the Gospel.

Converted Francis desired to “gaze, consider, contemplate” the face of God—

In prayer, in creation, in his brothers and sisters.

In the work of rebuilding the Church.

Converted Francis is deeply touched by Christ-

Touched into an “ecstasy of contemplation,”

Leading to compassionate service to the poor,

the lepers, the un-churched.

Converted Francis is drawn, drawn to Poverty-

Poverty of life and spirit

Poverty of longing, of self-giving, of metanoia.

Converted Francis lived in God’s Presence–

In humility of heart, in contemplation,

In union with the Incarnate Word, the Christ-life, the Crucified.

Converted Francis truly begot Christ.

Begot Christ in prayer, action, founding an Order,

Begot Christ in all he lovingly did.

Trinitarian Center

O Triune God, hear my humble plea:

For our broken world,

For the poverty-stricken nations,

For the exploited children,

For our weak and vacillating Church,

For our war-torn countries,

For the earth and all that is in it,

For leaders and all government officials—

That their leadership will bring God’s life and His Leadership to all.

May we His children keep a Trinitarian Center at all times.

God’s Touch

It reaches out to the ends of creation

Creation of land, sea, and sky

Look for His Hand in the beauty, clouds, rain, storm, wind, and snow.

He is there to provide each and every need, and for disaster.

His all-embrace covers the whole world.

His touch encounters the poor, the hungry, the disadvantaged,

The earth, erosion, the war-torn countries, the flood victims,

The victims of abuse, abduction, trafficking.

God’s touch and love often are ignored in such instances.

Let’s return to prayer, faith, hope and love for God and fellow Mankind.

We pray for peace, freedom, an appreciation for creation,

A renewal of a Trinitarian center where God always dwells.

Give us His eyes, His ears, His speech as we reach out to all.

We humbly thank God’s loving touch in our lives and that of neighbors near and far.

We pray for all the offenders who don’t acknowledge You and hurt so many.

Fall Beauty

Creation is all aglow with color.

Flowers–orange, red, yellow, purple—

Adorning homes, churches, yards.

Cooler temperatures–relieving from hot summer days

Squirrels scurrying about gathering acorns

People of Faith preparing for big feast days—

St. Therese of the Child Jesus, Guardian Angels, St. Francis Day, Thanksgiving,

Changing season brings a transition to body, mind and spirit.

New Beauty raises our hearts to the Divine Artist.

With gratitude, we praise our God for His great love for us.

Father, My Father

Where would we be without You?

You are our life-breath.

You walk hand-in-hand with willing souls.

You encircle our every effort.

You reach out to our wounded heart.

You find joy in reaching out to drooping spirits.

You send special persons to cheer us.

Your all-embracing love flowers beauty and new life.

When our hope dwindles or life throws a curve,

You bring light to spark new flames in our heart.

What great happiness this brings to humble hearts.

Father, my Father, Your faithfulness delights us.

Keep Pace

Keep pace and aware of God’s surprises

They happen when we least expect

A telephone call, a kind word,

A welcoming, affirming smile,

The beauty of soft rain, so needed,

Completing a well-done project,

A prayerful Encounter,

A prayer answered, help received.

Keep pace and aware of God’s surprises.

Graces you don’t expect,

A letter, an unexpected visit,

A talk that touches deeply,

A retreat that brings new life,

God’s special touch in creation,

His special Presence in reaching out,

A forgiving change of heart.

Yes, God’s grace (surprises)

Are given to uphold our faithful efforts to stay close to our ever-loving Friend, Christ Himself.

Star-lit/Sun-lit

Christ is always shining in our hearts and all around

Mammon keeps our eyes blurred at times

Grace clears that vision so His Light can shine through.

What brilliance is His all-embracing light,

As hearts are changed to connect with Love

Christ is always shining in our hearts and all around

His Star and Sun take hold to accepting hearts

Bringing new visions and ways of living

Living with outstretched hands in all circumstances.

Christ is always shining in our hearts and all around

Opening to one and all with God’s compassionate heart

Co-creating by kindness, respect, love

Influencing others with Godliness and acceptance.

Christ is always shining in our hearts and all around

Let Him shine and radiate through you.

To heal the holes in ours and others heart

Make Christ alive. Make Christ alive.

Drawing Inward

Retreat–”In silence and stillness, I come to you.”

Just not in talking, but quiet, reflective silence.

Let go in Me, truly let go; what surprises and deep awareness!

Chirping birds in leaves, whisking butterflies, experiencing new beauty,

Enters one into slowing down, hearing what was not heard before,

Words of Love, Myself, capture your spirit.

Dialog begins. Our hearts leap for joy.

Deep silent trust happens.

My Love and your love meet in a Holy Embrace.

This love changes your old way of feeling and thinking.

I have transformed you and you can better radiate Me.

Stay very close. I have so much more to give your willing soul.

Fear not My intimacy and communion with you.

Gentle Heart, My Spouse and dear friend,

Keep open and surrender your sometime frenzied spirit.

I have you ever-close to My Heart.

Keep listening to My silent voice.

Find and experience My Healing Touch.

Prayer: A Reflection

Prayer is like the “birth of love” in our hearts. When we seek communication with the Lord on a regular basis, then little miracles of love seem to burst forth everywhere. Perhaps they happened before, but we were unaware of them. A rainbow colors the sky, and we are suddenly reminded of a Father-God and His care. We rejoice at beauty, and we rejoice in creation. We rejoice in the mystery of ourselves, in fact, that we are capable of experiencing this beauty. As we bring our lives before the Lord in fidelity of His trust and His care for us, there seems to be a fresshness of life everywhere because when one begins to touch the “Heart of God” in prayer each day, then one begins to touch the “Heart of Life”.

Extension Of God’s Love

With open arms and hearts we receive God’s Love.

With open arms and love we give that love to others.

With open arms we live and radiate Him.

With open arms we reach out in forgiveness.

With open arms we tend to family and neighbor’s needs.

With open arms we touch each other in pain and grief.

With open arms we support all in prayer.

With open arms we strive to be God’s instrument of peace.

With open arms we desire to live the Christ-life in action and speech.

With open arms we invoke God’s grace to help us be His extension.

Love Cancels Fear

Love cancels fear for those who struggle;

Struggle in mind and body, struggle with unresolved anger.

Reach out in love, My friend.

Love cancels fear for those who lack trust;

Trust in God’s mercy and forgiveness, Trust in healing.

Reach out in love, My friend

Love cancels fear of the future;

A future of happiness, of peace, a future of acceptance.

Reach out in love, My friend.

Love cancels fear of falling short;

Falling short of God’s undying love, falling short of others love.

Reach out in love, My friend.

Love cancels fear, believing all will be well;

All will be well for your life and living, all will be well as you forgive self.

Reach out with God’s unconditional love.

Love cancels fear, surrender all concerns;

Concerns for all involved in leadership, in government.

Reach out–God will not abandon us.

Open up your heart.

To Be “Holy/Christ-like”

Gaze, consider, contemplate.

To sit and focus on Christ in reservation,

To sit and focus on the beauty all around,

The beauty of God in each person–old and young,

Look beyond the gruff side and see Christ hidden.

Look beyond the false smile that cries for attention.

Enter into a relationship with the lonely and hurting.

Bring smiles to their face and a sense of belonging.

Gaze, consider, contemplate.

Silence and stillness brings God’s words

To share and renew yours and others’ hearts.

Being compassionate, caring, reaching out

Emptying self to touch and serve lives

Coming back then, to be refilled by our God.

Call on God’s loving presence through the day

And at day’s end, your heart will rejoice in gratitude.

Gaze, consider, contemplate and holy Christ-likeness will

 gift you.

Breath Of Life

Breath Of Life: What is It?

– It is a kiss of God’s out-stretched arms

– It is God’s energy for life

– It is God’s nourishing food

– It is God’s faithfulness to us

– It is God’s ice cream for the soul

– It is God’s lift in our brokenness

– It is God’s strength for our journey

– It is God’s invitation to choose His life

– It is what keeps us alive in Christ

– It is His ability in us to love and serve

– It is His Spirit’s Holy Breath holding us close.

Peace, Serenity

Peace, Serenity, gifts we seek

For ourselves and others

That we may leave Your footprints

To all we meet and relate.

Peace, serenity, gifts we seek

To plant Your seeds of love;

Your abiding love to the weak and lowly,

So their hearts may begin rejoicing.

Peace, serenity, gifts we seek

Your abiding presence rule and lead

Our weakened spirits energize

And reach out to the very needy.

Peace, serenity, gifts we seek

So wisdom may reign

In reaching out to those You choose

To restore their sense of dignity.

Peace, serenity, gifts we seek

To ease our struggles and others

Who cross our daily paths

Desiring relatedness and acceptance.

Peace, serenity, gifts we seek

Beloved, giver of all good gifts,

Receive our restless hearts

And instill Your all-healing peace.

Cloud

Cloud encompass God and Me

With arms outstretched

Drying my tears of pain.

Cloud encompass God and me

That alone I may open up

Open up in love beholding.

Cloud encompass God and me

That in stillness

We may gaze upon the other in love.

Cloud encompass God and me

That He may embrace

Embrace my longing heart.

Cloud encompass God and me

That He may share with me

His healing secrets.

Cloud encompass God and me

That He may relate

In deep communion and love.

Cloud encompass God and me

So I may let down guard

Before my God, my love, my all.

“I Have Grasped You…”

Yes, on Mary’s Day, a reminder I give

To My beloved friends with years of dedication

To light up your life as she does

With deeper love for Me who has grasped you.

Yes, I have grasped you. Do you really know My love?

Your foibles and weakness, I do not think of, only your effort.

Your desire for wholeness captures My heart.

Will you let Me form you as I so desire?

Yes, I have grasped you. Are you aware of my Presence?

In your life, from little on, I have been drawing you closer;

Closer to My life and grasping presence and communion;

Closer to My joys and sufferings. Trust My loving hold.

Yes, I have grasped you. Be not dismayed in the burdens you bare.

They are pearls in your life and steps to greater union—

Union with Me, your Beloved and life source.

Yes, I have grasped you by the hand to also to bring joy.

Yes, I have grasped you. Be peaceful and surrender

To My firm touch and ongoing protection.

My beloved, I am holding you close and so is My Mother.

My heart is blessing your heart. Happiness will radiate

St. Clare’s Day: “Mirror of My Soul”

Mirror of My Soul, touch me into newer life.

Light my path to greater “Holy”ness

Mirror of my soul, touch me into newer life.

Enlighten in me the flame of love.

Mirror of my soul, touch me into newer life.

Shine through me Your gentle spirit.

Mirror of my soul, touch me into newer life.

Electrify me with renewed energy for myself and others

Sour To Sweet

Suffering can be sour. If endured, God gives power.

Power to be more compassionate,

Power to love more deeply,

Power to accept pain and suffering, in stride.

Suffering can be sour. If endured, God’s love increases.

Increases with an open heart,

Increases with a union with the suffering Christ,

Increases with new strength and joy.

Suffering can be sour. If endured, God Heals

Heals with your faithfulness

Heals because you endure

Heals because new depth is happening.

Suffering can be sour. If endured, God enlightens.

Enlightens and speaks with intimacy,

Enlightens and brings peace,

Enlightens and brings acceptance and sweetness.

Suffering can be sour. If endured, Himself, He radiates.

Radiates a light in darkness,

Radiates a peaceful demeanor,

Radiates His gaze upon you.

Suffering can be sour. If endured, how sweet!

Sweet with the perfume of contemplation,

Sweet with the satisfaction of dialog,

Sweet with the resurrection of life.

In God’s Time

Ring out your needs to our loving God.

Know He cares deeply.

Nothing is too small or too great.

He is ready and willing to hear our sobs.

No embarrassment need you fear.

Our compassionate God always hears.

In faith, trust His timing.

Do not give up opening to Him.

He is always in tune with your cry.

He hears and answers what most is needed.

“Ask; ask; ask!”

God’s timing blesses us.

Free Your Heart For God

How can I free myself for God?

Let worries blow in the wind.

Let Christ take your hand and lead.

Let our Loving God encircle you.

Let His presence quiet your longing.

Let His Word ring loud and clear.

Let your heart cling to God as you let go.

Let fear and concern be given over to His care.

Let Him send others to help you. Know His desire to heal.

Let Christ be your over-all strength.

Let your heart be always open and welcoming.

Let God nudge and seize you for Himself.

Divine Physician–A Prayer

O Divine Physician, You heal the ills of so many.

Please help all Your Doctors who serve You in the care of their patients.

Inspire them to know the needs of each person they serve.

Help them determine the right course of action to bring about the healing they seek,

May that be medicine, emotional strength, support in dealing with sickness, whatever else is necessary.

Guide their minds and hearts in helping others,  and protect their own well-being.

May Your Healing Hands be their Healing Hands.

May Your encouragement be their encouragement,

May Your healing touch be their healing touch.

O Divine Physician, thank You for the Doctors You bring into our lives.

How fortunate and blessed that You give us the Doctors we need most at the specific times in our life.

I praise You O Divine Physician.  How You love us and our Doctors.


Graced

We are all graced in Christ
A New Year to be more aware
Of this gracious gift.
Our path and journey this coming year,
Can become more calm and peaceful
By inviting Christ to walk with us
Day-to-day in good and rough times.
Jesus, please help us, your children
Be more and more aware
Of your companionship and grace.
Keep us safe in YOUR loving embrace.

Come All Who Mourn

My loved one, I know what you are going through.
My Heart reaches out to you in this tragic time.
Take My Hand, I will walk with you in your deep grief.
You and your family are ridden with emptiness and great sadness.
Know I am with you at every second and minute to grace you and lift the heavy burden.
Let My Faith in you be your constant strength.
Take all the time you need to grieve.  Don’t try to rush through it.

PEACE, PEACE, I GIVE YOU.


Thorns of Life

Lift up your drooping spirits, My dear ones.
Life is a combination of ups and downs.
Some are greater then others, especially the down-times.
Know you are not alone—I am with you.  Can you hold My Hand?
Believe, your burdens are taken to My Heart.
Give all to Me.  They are diamonds of strength and conversion.
If you bear them with Me, I will brighten your spirit.
I will also help you be beacons of light for others.
Take courage, My heavy-laden child.  Keep pushing forward.
Never give up on yourself or My own thorn-crowned head.
Surrender all and you will know My peace, healing, and strength.
Thorns of life, I am leading.


O My Beloved

O Dear God, I find myself  wondering, what is happening?
My life keeps me in the shadows of Your love.
It seems I am unable lately to relate deeply to You.
My sorrows and grief keep me in semi-darkness.
My ability to sit still for longer periods of time,
Frustrate and debilitate my concentration and feeling.
My set-back in health, in the midst of it all,
Seems to have frozen my prayer and work ability.
I don’t stop praying, but only in word,
Repeating over and over the same prayers.
My feelings seem numb, constantly asking Your help.
Will You come back and let me experience Your presence more.
Please let me experience a lifting of my spirit, once again.
Your lowly beloved, seeks a deep renewal in You.
Take over this longing spouse of Yours.
Give new energy and strength of  heart, mind and spirit.
Here I am, I lift up all that I am and going through,
For Your greater honor and glory.  Amen.

O My Beloved

O Dear God, I find myself  wondering, what is happening?

My life keeps me in the shadows of Your love.

It seems I am unable lately to relate deeply to You.

My sorrows and grief keep me in semi-darkness.

My ability to sit still for longer periods of time,

Frustrate and debilitate my concentration and feeling.

My set-back in health, in the midst of it all,

Seems to have frozen my prayer and work ability.

I don’t stop praying, but only in word,

Repeating over and over the same prayers.

My feelings seem numb, constantly asking Your help.

Will You come back and let me experience Your presence more.

Please let me experience a lifting of my spirit, once again.

Your lowly beloved, seeks a deep renewal in You.

Take over this longing spouse of Yours.

Give new energy and strength of  heart, mind and spirit.

Here I am, I lift up all that I am and going through,

For Your greater honor and glory.  Amen.

 Spouse of God

I am YOUR Beloved.

YOU called me to be thus,

Unworthy though I be.

What do YOU see in me,

That I don’t see in myself?

All I ask is to grow more deeply in love with YOU.

My Divine Spouse, may I never, never fall out of love

With YOU, who has been my constant Lover,

My life and my all.

Where would I be without YOU?

YOU have led me, drawn me throughout life

To places I would never have dreamed possible,

To be more then I could have imagined.

I have been graced to serve YOUR children, adults, sick/dying,

As a spiritual guide, leader in parish and health care.

With a humble, grateful heart, I come before YOU

Asking that YOUR leadership and love will keep me going,

In all the good times and rough ones.

Thanks for the past and what the future holds.

Just, I ask YOU, keep me close and always faithful to YOU, my Spouse.

 Trust As You Cry Out

“Ask and you shall receive.”
Receive as God lovingly gives.
Gives, however, He feels you need.
Take Courage, He Is very near.
Will you accept suffering for awhile?
I hear your cries.
Persevere, My Love will carry you.
I’ll come, and lift your “drooping spirit”.
You know, I never let you down.
Will you keep trusting Me to assist you.
I have given you some of the help you need.
Next you will find peace of spirit and thanksgiving.
Be aware of My goodness to you, and above all My love.

United With Christ Crucified

O Christ Crucified, how can I unite more with Thee?
I desire to be healed from what binds me so I can experience greater closeness come Easter Day.  You know me through and through as Ps. 139 states.  I don’t want to hold on to what keeps me from a close relationship with You.  Weakness, frustration, pain, suffering, grief has taken hold of me once again.  I love You so much yet I get trapped over and over.  Please let me feel and experience Your Healing Presence as I strive to be aware of Your deep sufferings.  Once again, I unite my whole being with You, my Beloved.  Help me break down my barriers and free my longing spirit and that of others who are struggling to stay ever close to You.  Christ Crucified, thank You ahead of time.   Amen.

Rejoice in the Lord

How can one best “Rejoice in the Lord”?
By always being honest and truthful,
Not fearing what the circumstances will be.
By experiencing the Love of God touching you,
And not being afraid to share the Good News.
By being a spokesman for our gratuitous God.
By using the gift of sight to make aware God’s goodness,
To others and to your family and friends along the way.
“Rejoice in the Lord! Again, I say Rejoice!”
Be thankful for the many, many gifts—some great and some small.
He desires with all His Heart to share gifted life to us.
Even when we are not as aware as we could be,
He continues to bless us in the ordinary days of our life.
Today, the middle of Lent, can we make a conscious effort
To live our daily moments praising, and rejoicing in the Lord?
Rejoice and focus! Rejoice and focus! Rejoice and focus!

Spring Rain

April showers ushers in spring beauty,
Beauty in the soon flowering trees and early flowers,
Beauty in new life, the buds of various trees,
Opening up to praise it’s loving Creator.

Birds of all kinds return and begin nesting,
Chirping their melodious harmony,
Waking one in early morning,
And chirping their good-night to all.

Copyright © 2011 Sr. La Donna Marie Pinkelman, OSF  All rights reserved

What tremendous beauty our Creator shares with us.
All honor and glory to YOU,
And thanksgiving and love, I lift to YOU.